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Wolf Thoughts & Midnight Howls

Poetry & Passion

Killing my darling

I love the way you make me feel,
But I hate the way you make me look…

I love the thrill I get,
When I’m alone with you…

I hate the way you taste,
I hate the way you kill…
But I love the way you make my world stand still…

I love the way you make me talk,
But when you’re here I can barely walk…

I love the way you make me dance,
But I’m tired of living in this state of trance…

I love the numbness of it all,
But this mess makes me feel really small…

I hate the way you make me cry,
When you’re with me I want to die…

I hate the way you’re hurting me,
My body is failing and you can see…

I hate the way you steal my time,
This truly is your biggest crime…

I hate myself for loving you,
I hate myself for what you make me do,
I hate myself !
And that’s the truth…

So, dear alcohol,
Fuck you !

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Techno Autopsy

I went to a show,
That was playing your heartbeat,
On an old synthesizer…

Your body was all over the place,
But I couldn’t find you anywhere…

They were dancing on your skin,
Breathing through your lungs,
Sipping on your bodily fluids…

I got scared,
Lonely…

I left !

Painting by – Boaz Klachkin

Hangman

Get the noose !
I’m begging…

Hang it up !
I’m crying…

‘Round my neck !
I’m smiling…

Let me fall !
I’m lying…

Take my breath !
I’m struggling…

Watch me !
I’m dying…

Painting by Mr. Bingo

Rotting Soul

I fell,
Through cloudy skies,
Through the blackened depths of your psyche…

I could not feel any pain,
Could not say anything,
Trying to stay alive…

I landed on a dune of stardust,
Breaking my bones onto your memories…

I cried,
Crawling alone through your mind,
Beholding the pain you brought me…

Dying slowly,
Because of your ignorance…

Painting by Zdzislaw Beksinski

Tsubaki

Your look throws me through time,
Transcending reality,
Beyond any dimensional boundaries…

In this limbo-like scenery,
I contemplate upon your existence,
Pondering on its meaning…

Still,
I can not comprehend,
Who are you ?

I hear voices,
Whispering your name,
While images of your face clutter my mind…

A faint song,
A feeling,
A heartbeat…

Excitement…
Loss…
Pain…

Longing…

Drip

I took a bath in the melted wax
Of your favourite scented candle…

I watched it burn its smell into my skin,
Thinking of the joy I’ll bring you…

Not noticing,
That I was slowly cast into a shell…

Now I lay still,
As a perfumed figure of a doomed lover,
Waiting to be consumed by your fire…

Farewell, Heartbreak !

I’m gazing through the window,
At a darkened sky,
Filled with starry silhouettes…

A brief nostalgic feeling fills me,
As I ponder the meaning of these constellations…
Reminding myself that,
I once thought you were a cosmic manifestation of beauty…

It’s the first time in years,
When I find the courage to look up again,
Hoping to find myself amongst the infinite ones…

Rebuilding my once broken universe,
Erasing the traces of stardust you left behind,
I’m redefining my existence…

Artwork by Bryan Olson

Hollowness

Gloomy days approach,
While autumn slowly turns to winter,
And the rotting nature turns to dust once more…

Death looms within the night,
As the darkened streets swallow each passing soul,
Into a void full of nothingness…

You can hear the crying of the lonesome,
Locked within their tower of solitude,
Doomed to a loveless eternity…

And as this dreary visage unfolds under the moonlight,
The watchful eye of the infinite,
Turns its gaze upon other planes…

Artwork by Bryan Olson

Undivided Light

Our universe is a stoic entity,
Flowing along the streams of stardust,
Carrying the weight of our existence…

Holding our ephemeral cocoons,
As we grow spiritually,
In a state of timelessness…

Breaking dimensions,
Forcing evolution unto the wholesome energy,
Creating balance throughout itself…

Artwork by Bryan Olson

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